I Think I'm Turning Japanese!

So my birthday is coming up and I have been busy like a bee. Turning another year older and a little wiser has it benefits. You learn who’s important and who’s not. After talking to my amazing roommate about two funny comments two people messaged, I was like what am I going to write about? I could always write about impact of commas or specialized writing techniques to get your point across but no one that I would hang out with would want to hear about that. As well as it would be boring and take too much time away from ordering the food and planning the games for about 50 people who are attending my birthday.

I have been painting my dining room a few different colors for the big event. As well as shopping at my favorite store (Ryu Japanese Antiques and Decor) to get art work for the apartment (sad the store is closing). Now that most of the painting is done I just need to go order the cake and pick up drinks and store them away till next week. I have some really great people coming to my birthday my agent, my friends, a few of my ex-boyfriends and co-workers etc. There will be games of all sorts mainly card, guessing and video games. I am kind of a big nerd.

My roommate will probably be chasing me around taking pictures of me which I tend to avoid taking pictures of myself. I only really do it when I have a needy person on Grindr needing more or if I am in bed cuddling with someone, I’ll post it on twitter. Twitter is like Facebook for the most part. Don’t know why I was told I needed to have a twitter? Like Facebook, twitter causes so much trouble. People get mad when you are honest and only really ever wants to comment negatively on posts.  Why do we invest so much time on something that can be misinterpreted and makes us more antisocial? People feel less like they need to actually keep to their word and meet up with you if they just can text or tweet or leave a message, people are becoming more inhuman.

So me being not a very out and about social butter fly I tend to stay home and play video games and just nerd out. I kind of miss dating Mark my ex. He didn’t need to go out in the scene he actually avoided it like I do. I have ended a few relationships because they felt the needed to always dress up and go out. I am lazy and I don’t feel the need to stand and model for a bunch of drunk people at a bar. That’s where my theme of my birthday is coming from. Everyone is required to wear a tank top and basketball shorts to my birthday. If I am out, which is very rare, I am always dressed pretty well. Most people think I had been on a date and my response is nope. People don’t know the real couch potatoes that is me.  So I will be playing games and dodging the camera when I can at my party. I think it will be a pretty good time for all. I am ordering pizza and KFC because the inner fat girl inside me, likes to eat both all the time.

So other good news one of my fan who wants to spend a week with me. So for my birthday gift he is flying me first class to Aussie Land. Never been will probably post a few thing about Australia when I am over there. As well as I will be able to see my boy toy from Belgium. Kind of miss him he sends me cute pictures here and there of him and the stuff animal I gave him. I have been adding some pretty cool people into my life and taking some not so amazing people out of it too. I think the saddest one I purged was Andrew Stark I invested a lot of time and energy into him and he couldn’t return the favor. So I have been straightening up my priorities a little bit. Surprisingly I have been hanging out with a lot of straight people. Since most people when they meet me think I am straight. I blend in a little excluding the height issue, because I am 6’3”.

I love living away from West Hollywood. There is less drama and less bullshit where I am now. I can’t stand annoying people that set up websites that nitpick about everyone’s business that they have never met. As well as the scene and people who live and breathe by it. Like they have no life outside the bars. Living outside of West Hollywood is a stress relief and it allows you to look in and laugh. This allows you to point yourself into a direction that you want to go. This is much easier than being around people who will tell no you can’t do it. It is as if they want to suck you into the rut they are stuck in. These are things that I am grateful for and would have not known if I was still caught up with that crap.

Other good notes I’ll be hanging with Jake S, JP R., Marcus and a few other porn boys a few days after my bday in NYC. It’s nice to catch up and even cuddle, maybe a poke here and there. But overall since they do porn they don’t ask you the same questions people outside of porn ask. They get to know you well the real you. Sad that none of my NY peoples will be coming to my bday but I guess I can have a second bday party in NYC. Well till my next post have a good day or night.